College… :(
Heto na naman tayo… Worries, doubts, decisions.. UGH
PERO at least nabawasan na yung choices ko. Medicine is out from my list.
Meaning it’s either I’ll take up something related to business or media. And my choices naman when it comes to the universities naman is down to three nalang.
1.) University of the Philippines - of course, it would always be my number one kasi iba talaga yung UP graduate eh, but at the same time I’m kind of being doubtful narin. Ever since kasi grade 5, I’ve always said that this is where I want to study. But now na feeling ko hindi naman pasok yung coursesko, parang hindi naman ata ok na ipagpilitan ko yung sarili ko sa UP kahit pa hindi naman talaga ako para dun. :(
2.) De La Salle Taft/Benilde/Dasmariñas - I know, I’ve said that walang appeal sa akin ang taft and benilde. But now parang Woah, sakto kasi they’re known for their business related and media related courses naman diba? Uggghh this is so damn stressful
3.) University of Santo Tomas - ewan ko parang unti unti kong naaappreciate ang USTE. Kahit pa laging binabaha DAW. As from what I have heard sa aking tatay. Perodiba it’s bot the feel of the place naman kasi ang dapat mong tignan? But the quality of education a school can give you? So why not take the risks? There are lots of equipments naman that I can use kapag certain things happen diba? BOTA- BAHA.. Payong- ulan.. Shades-Araw.. Pfft
And as for the courses… Yes i’m still very much undecided as you can see…(in this case, READ)
The reason why natanggal yung medicine sa aking list is because, nung pumunta kami ng ospital, parang wala. I just felt that it’s not meant for me. Walang BOOM na feeling? Alam niyo yun? Walang appeal saka vision na parang OK, para ako sa lugar na to. Wala lang, ediba if you’re meant to do something, mafifeel mo kaagad yun?
Media - it’s something kasi na I Love Doing eh.. Hindi naman yung mismong front act, but more on the supervision, production, creative thinking. In short, behind the scenes. Since interested din naman kasi ako eh, buhay ng mga celebrities, research dito ganyan, connect dito connect jan. saka if ever nga na sa production, siguro ok din ako sa location manager. Yung maghahanap ng places na ishushoot yung ganyan, ganito. Siguro if one day mapunta ako sa isang studio dun ko din ibebase ung kung para ba ako dun. But if ang basis eh ang past/present experiences ko sa school prods. Then yes, i do want to be in this environment.
Business - sabi ko nga, i want yung trabaho ko if business na may office, may secretary, kape ako every morning, may meetings, may proposals, may laptop sa harapan. Araw araw panik-panaog sa elevator. You know? Ang cool kasi :)
One thing I learned about myself this summer, is that, Yes I’m good at almost everything I do. Balanced kumbaga.. But I don’t excel in anything :( wala akong masasabing MASTER KO. I’m good in using the language English, but I don’t like studying things related dun. I know Science, but I don’t like studying it and viewing myself na makakapagcontribute sa scientific world. Sa math naman, hindi naman talaga ako totally na TANGA. Siguro marunong but not magaling. And eng eng but not B-O-B-O.. Filipino? Arojosko, nevermind hahaha. Music and PE and Arts.. Tutsmen hahaha yaaaak :))
I don’t know. In time we’ll see.. Maybe by the end of summer i’m decided na. Before entrance exams :)
Let’s just hope and pray na maenlighten ang aking mind and heart (Charot) night.
PS.. As you can see.. This is not a blog… This is a diary :)
